She closed her eyes and knew it was the last time she would see her family.
She was scared.
She also knew it felt familiar. Like she knew where she was going although part of her had no idea.
She let go.
She gave in.
She was gone.
To everyone else but herself. She was gone.
In the blink of an eye she saw her entire life flash before her. Like watching a movie. She saw and felt every moment. She felt it from their perspective- and from hers. She did not judge herself, but she realized so much. She understood she was here to grow and to learn. To be better than she was in the life before. To connect and to trust. To speak up and be confident in who she was. To love herself and everyone around her. That was the good stuff. That is what she will miss about not having a body. In that moment she realized how much energy she wasted with negative thoughts and disconnection during her time on the earth plane but she understood it was part of the journey of living.
She watched the movie fade away with so much love and understanding.
She realized she was surrounded by the most loving and warm light she had ever felt. It was surrounding her entire being and in that moment she realized it was with her the whole time.